Speak Up

I just transferred the speakers from the old computer to my room. Partially because I want them, and partially to annoy my brother. Now I can plug it into my mp3 player and blast music!

Studywise, I'm running out of time. I've accumulated lots of sample papers that I wanted to do; I can now only hope I complete them before the exams. I *should* put a stop to playing.

Yesterday I went out with my family and cousins' to celebrate my grandfather's birthday. Among our orders, his was the most expensive, but also took the longest to arrive. Mine arrived with his, but that's because I had both chicken and steak (complex meal).
Anyway, I had a delicacy for appetizer. Not much in itself, just oil, salt, garlic, and snails. Haha, SNAIL! I ate snails, poked them out with some sort of funny fork and eat them. Disgusting to some, but its still food.

I find it odd, but I always find more friends when near the end of a school year with a major exam. I've thought of 2 reasons. One, people start to accept me, and as its gradual, the end of school would be the highest point. Two, people rely on me more before exams, getting help off me. I suppose both work in their ways.
Still, this year, I feel a hole that no boy or adult can fill. Its hard to find someone to share experiences with. Emotionally, I'm not going to hold up for long. God can help, yes, but I wonder in what way.