Honour

It figures that my personality changes in the hols

I've decided to quit the SSEF thingy. It would be plain dishonourable, much more than leaving now, to continue. I won't be able to work on the task during December, and having contributed next to nothing in this month I do not wish to take credit for anything successful. Regarding which, I doubt we would meet success anyway, and failure is not acceptable in this case.
Also, no matter what the award could have been, I know I will regret how we carried out choosing the topic. This would have led to learning new things, not because I felt like I wanted to learn, but because I wanted the award. That wrong motive is dishonour.

Today I've taken some personality tests online. The results don't seem to be what I used to consider myself. My best reason is that in the holidays, I seriously procrastinate and game too much. This causes a change in personality. Or perhaps I've fallen into a bout of slight depression again, partially due to a lack of work. Thus my personality should change when school starts again, and perhaps to a new sort, if I can develop a motor to push for the A's.