postparing

Patience is commanded; work must be done meanwhile.
Initiating prioritisation.....


I almost forgot to type out this post. Let's start with what happened on Friday. As expected, I failed my NAPFA. Granted, I was still feeling unwell, but that doesn't excuse my STB. I need 20cm more for a D, and the teacher is saying my technique is wrong. Ah well, I'm much better at landing than launching - staying on my feet.

As of now, I'm still aching. The test did take a lot out of me. Hopefully it'll go away soon, otherwise I might just lose fitness.


I attended CKS yesterday, the show was indeed inspiring, though it did accuse my conscience somewhat. After activities I did speak some stuffs I feel guilty of. Disturbed, I also missed a bus, and then got caught in a jam. I could put the blame on disorientation from the illness, but I'd rather not. There are 2 underlying issues I know I have to address. One, it is sinful for me to live slothfully, and worse to advocate it. Two, God showed me I need to have patience, plus, rely on him and not on my ability. With these aspects of my life having been made plain, it is imperative I attempt to resolve it, and I will push for it.


The coming week will not be usual, what with a vacation. Only one way to see how it'll turn out..