Specks of Light

The goals I seek are shifting, fading.. Time becomes shorter yet

Today I gave the exhortation for the KS meeting. I spoke on the effects of being justified, from Romans 5:1-5. I'm not sure how it sounded, but I certainly hope it wasn't too soft or fast. XD Thank God I managed to prepare it on short notice. I was requested to do the exhortation yesterday, but I didn't turn down because I knew the organising group was really short on time to ask this late.

I have exceeded the deadline for handing in a form that will allow me to continue offering 4H2 subjects. If I were to drop a subject to H1 difficulty, it would be chemistry. What's bothering me about the subject is that I'm more confused about some points than in other subjects, that the teacher isn't helping me excel, and that I probably will have no use for the subject in the future, since I'm not studying medicine. It will have use if I end up researching petrochemicals or water treatment, but I doubt I'll become a researcher either. But dropping from H2 will mean I'll not get to do some fun areas like drawing certain molecules anymore.
However, I am now more reassured in leaving those stuffs after consulting some friends (it is indeed sad I don't ask my parents, but I guess that's just my path). I can study what I find interesting in my free time, meanwhile I should focus on other subjects.

The class has been much into IQ puzzles lately. Which I do good in. So far, I've been able to solve every question tossed at me, and generated a couple. I'm not sure how long this fad can continue, though, as people who can't solve will get bored, and that's nigh all the class. I suppose this shows that I may be the brightest in the class, but this does not translate into grades, especially with laziness. Also, I need to relearn and organise many topics, which can only come by the practice that I have been procrastinating. My potential must shine, and hopefully, I can also learn to let it shine for God.