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Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Motto, Motto!

'More'? It is not to come without efforts. But as to play fair is only right, must I change my rules?

I've decided to set to work to gain more ground, at least in school. To do so, I need to stop acting like some attention-craver. Attention isn't the same as popularity, and I do admit I'd much prefer attention to popularity. Yet circumstances are proving to me that infamousy will eventually threathen my ego.
In order to gain better support, I've decided that the best course of action is to complete all my homeworks, namely the tutorials. If teachers cannot find fault with me, it'll be difficult for peers to magnify faults. Nor will they want to, actually. Okay, I'm going into social psychology already.. haiz.. the abstract dimensions
The difficulty with this course of action is simply, I've kinda lost interest in school work. With some of the material being covered a second time (as I've already done it deep in MJ) I feel it very pointless to complete work. In addition, it has become very difficult to concentrate on almost anything at home. I may have to extend the time spent in VJC during the day, or find other options. Still, I need to restore my momentum. Let's see how things go.

I've found myself memorising lyrics to some songs, perhaps in case I get asked to sing again, probably for the fun of it. I like this one from Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron, 'I Will Always Return' It speaks of horses and a bit of flying, longing and determination. Fairly comparative to my house in VJ, Pegasus, the winged horse. If I find lots of time I'll make a couple of flags for the house, I've got some ideas. Also, heh, I want to give myself an excuse to get more bamboo poles XD.

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