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Sunday, January 13, 2008

The Fantasy

Much has been set into motion. Let us see how they play out.

Apparently I have messed up my character in Adventure Quest a little. Still, I have decided to treat it as a good reason to somewhat further give up gaming. I have but recently realised that games are virtually nothing compared to reality, as life functions like a game but outclasses it in many ways.
Indeed I have spent a lot of time and effort on gaming, affecting my life. I have noticed that I can speak confidently with strangers online, but less otherwise. Also, years back I did awake myself at unusual hours of the early morning simply to play when there is less competition or when my parents would be asleep. Many times I have admitted that I do not have fun gaming. Tasks are so continuous and boring - my keystrokes become automatic. Why I continued playing was because I sought status. I suppose that even then I didn't have sense enough to be efficient. Yet gaming is relaxation in terms of the mindlessness, but it bears it's own consequences. Fortunately I have lost little money on it, but the time cannot be returned.

Anyhow, yesterday I've recieved a summons to go for a health check-up. That has something to do with Enlistment for NS, though I don't know whether it is to determine if I am unfit or whether I have defects (flatfoot). Regardless, I shall spend the next few weeks working on strength. That is, once I recover from the aches of Friday's PE. XD

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