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"This is the way the world ends."


The 'break' has begun, and I have already been distracted. I have taken interest once again in Halo, and the original soundtrack. Besides that, I have spent some time clearing out my room. I've disposed of some stuff, but I think I simply hid/stored away too much more. Nonetheless my goal is to clear a platform where I can study upon.


Everytime I go out for a dinner, or am told an opportunity to travel, I find myself trying to turn away. It is becoming plain to me that it is unlikely I will 'enjoy' the 'comforts' available to the upper-middle class in the future. Hence I do not want to get used to it. I do not know why I have a slight distaste for wealth, but I know it will never be able to motivate me in various pursuits. As it is no sin to choose simplicity, I will hope that I shall be given a path that can accommodate both that objective and what talents I am to use.