disheartened

Data. When can I have the confidence to do without it?
Did you go back on your word, or were you constrained? I wish I knew. If the latter, I wish I was there, for you.


Half the holiday has passed. I can only say that the state of my studies is still at Common Test One. What time remains must be used to improve my academic standards, and accomplish remaining tasks. On top of all that, I fear I'm gaining weight again.

The coming week will see the KS Mini-Retreat, and the Study Camp alongside it. I have pushed for the SC, and I do hope it will be for the benefit of those attending. To that end I will have to affirm a position based on the real-time situation - presumption is not advised. In practice, I will ensure people work if they slack, or help those who are pushing themselves hard. Now I guess I'll have to pray for wisdom to do so.


Persons are beginning to make attempts at persuading the subject to travel beyond borders. I will move to halt this folly once primary concerns are cleared.


Tomorrow I shall strive to awake at an early hour.